Her Birthday

So today would have been my mom's 49 birthday.I didn't do anything special for it.My family went out and had a drink to her. I didn't go,as I tend to stay away from that stuff. I'm a little sad today. I'm sad that we won't get to give her the big 50th party that she so deserved. I'm sad that she's missing so much. The football season is getting harder. She died just hours after the Eagles won the NFC Championship game. I feel the Eagles winning again and it upsets me. You know what, I can't do this right now. I'll write later.Happy Birthday Mommy I love you forever and a day.